its really awesome how you dislike someone and they dislike you, but after you actually talk to them and get to know them, you become really fucking awesome friends and love each other like siblings and share stories and smoke pot together and laugh a lot and plan trips and help each other with homework assignments and save seats for each other in class and just be hella gay, like, what even.
and well, my point is that chris is a really awesome friend.
and i miss sarah.
we both do.
when she was around, it wasn’t hard to make sense of things.
and she brought us all together like she was the matriarch of some fucked up family of weirdies that hella didn’t seem like we even belonged together, but it was way more than that.
sarah, me, jasmine, chris, richard, and hannah.
OHHHHHHHHHHH THE GOOD OL DAYS.
^ LO…I just saw this for the first time, I have been so closed off, so out of the loop, so far from all I love and worst of all , so far from myself. I’ve been a bit lost for quite a while and miss these days when things were crazy, light hearted yet stressful and confusing, but full of love , misunderstandings, joy and random ass times. This post made me cry such happy tears. I love you so much (‘: I’m getting myself back… Tuesday, March 5th, 6AM, going to Arizona to hash out past demons, traumas, problems, disorders and addictions…gonna heal and get back to me. YOU are a true friend. I’m so happy you and richard are happy. When I get back, we must reconnect, I have no clue how long it will be, taking as long as it takes to get my soul settled. I know you’re with me on this journey. I cherish you, you guys are never far from my thoughts and most of all my heart <3